Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Is She The Reason (sonnet/song)

1- Why you don't call me no more.
2- Why you Don't say I love you anymore.
3- Why you don't look at me the same way.
4- You don't care about my feelings anymore
5- I have to turn to other dudes for the affection , I should of been getting from you.
6- Why we never go out together
7- Why you spend more time with her and your DUDES more than you spend with me.
8- Is she the reason?
9- When you say I am the most important thing in your life and you love me.
10- Is she the reason, is she the reason why i can feel the knife.
11- Is she the reason why when i call, you press the RED button but when she calls the Green Burton.
12- Why is it that your fucking her ... While I am crying ALONE.
13- is she the reason
14- Why is it that you have me so hypnotized?
15- WHY IS IT THAT NO MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU?
SHE IS THE REASON. WHY??

Preserve of beauty!

1-I will guide you to the doors of heaven.
2-The steps of paradise.
3-The inner beauty
4- Inner confidence
5-Trash all the inner insecurities
6-The protection of the bad, evil eyes
7-The protection of the running devil
8-Inner beauty
9-Inner fascination.
10-wrapped around your face.
11-The PRESERVE of your delicacy
12-The PRESERVE of your innocence's
13- The make of true love
14- For him to catch that wrap around your face
15- Beautiful color that accents your Mashallah shaped eyes.
16- No preserve is like- The hell burning fire all over your body
The tears of your mother
Stones of a stoner on your skin
The angels check marks
17-Preserve of beauty-The knocking of heavens gates
The call from mecca
The slap to sins face
The breath of free holy air
18- preserve of beauty is the hijab, the scarf, the Shuko, Is Islam!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Daddys little girl.


Daddy's Little girl, a song written and sung by Frankie j. Frankie J is a Mexican singer. This song is about a young girl basically saying daddy don't leave . She gives her father many reasons not to leave, does all she can but, the problems at home drove him away. The little girl is showing in this song how much she loves her father, how much she needs him.The little girl knows that in reality that her father wont come back. It breaks her little heart into pieces. That song is emotionally a stroll on me, I was daddy's little girl now I am just Edna. "DADDY DADDY DON'T LEAVE MOMMY'S SAYING THINGS SHE DON'T MEAN" I was in the same place as this girl, not to long ago. This song brings me back to a unhappy place. It makes me remember how much I really do miss and love my father but, than i remember my dad is not coming back through those doors again. Every time i listen to this song it brings to a place of hurt, emptiness, loneliness. Grasping with the idea of my family being broken, and my father not being in the picture is something I don't think I will ever grasp fully. I said all, did it all and tried everything! I know that my father isn't happy at home with my mother and i have to except that at some point in life. This song is significant in my life, it explains exactly how I feel and gives and idea of what I feel. would do anything to have my family puzzled back in one complete puzzle. I was daddy's little girl.

Monday, June 1, 2009

so much depends

So much depends upon the wet singing of the birds, so much depends on the beautiful blue sky, the tall trees, the dry leaves and grass on the ground. so much depends on the bird callings, the bright yellow, the beautiful blue sky.

does my head look big in this #3

As i keep reading this book i have learned that people can be so quick to judge on the "hijab". In the book i am reading Amal she is SO afraid to wear the hijab and what the school administration would say to her. And how her classmates would treat her! Amal would always be thinking are they gonna treat me diffrent . I think that part of the book was kinda of like are you kidding me... when i started to wear the scarf i was scared but not like Amal was in the book. Even though she went to a private prep school i think that anyone should be able to walk anywhere and not have to worry about what people are gonna say about what u are wearing or who u are etc...